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Sunday, February 22, 2009

Im In DilEmMa? arghhh...

It is about my future. Im actually doesn't know what to be when Im adult. Day by day, the scariest day will appear a month from now which is taking the SPM result. But Im still thinking what Im gonna be in the future. A doctor? Businessman? An engineer? arghhh....help....

Some people might said "Please widen your mind! There are lots of career other than a doctor". But still, i wanna be a doctor which I dreamed to be since I'm form 1. But now, when I looked back in my school world, Biology and Chemistry is really a tough subject. This make me drooling in dilemma what im gonna be in the future? But still, I try my best to love those subject. I still remember my past examination. I got fail in Chemistry for the March test in form 5. How it could be? Wanna be a doctor but still got fail in related subject? arghhh...noooo....At that time I'm always thinking should I be a doctor? After that nightmare, I pulled my socks and I wanted to study as hard as I could for Chemistry. Almost 1/3 of my study time I gave to Chemistry. Thankfully for the next exam, I got D in Chemistry. Then, in my trial exam, I got B for Chemistry. Wow! Alhamdulillah! I never expected to get that grade. My toiled and hardworking is paid off. I cannot figure out my feeling at that time.

How about Biology? This is my favourite subject! This subject is also pretty tough but not as tough as Chemistry. I just need to be a bookworm if I want to score the subject. This is because the subject is about the fact and theory. On the contrary,for chemistry subject, I need to understand in every chapter because if i don't understand the pass chapter, it difficult to me understand the next chapter. Isn't it? This is just personal point of view. So, should I be a doctor? hmmm....


Insyaallah this is me in the future....
please pray for me...

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